Being balanced and working from within requires a lot of self-effort and self-discipline. Coming into harmony is not something you get without insight. Insight into your inner life and insight into the laws of the universe. Being balanced requires that you know how the energies work in you, in others and in the universe. You hold the entire universe within you. What happens in the universe happens in you. You must thereforealways start with yourself and your own insight and understanding of the universe. Then you can help others to achieve their insight.
In the future, you will experience that the energies play out and that you experience an inner turmoil. You may have reactions you did not have before and therefore become afraid. Don't be afraid! These outbursts of emotion come for you to learn, grasp the emotions, release them and, especially, understand them. When you understand why you react the way you do, then you can control your emotions, because then you will be able to see that they are only energies, and that energies can be dissolved. Practice understanding your own feelings in the future. Analyze yourself and why you reacted the way you did. Be honest with yourself so that you can release these feelings and not react in the same way the next time you find yourself in the same emotional situation. Being your own prosecutor and judge is a difficult task. Take time to get to know yourself. Stop, breathe, feel and analyze.
In light and love Archangel Michael.